Important update

Hi folks, just a very short post.
I'm very fine (more than ever, in fact) so don't worry.
I'm working on a website atm to centralize everything I do. So a portefolio (something pro so I gotta pick my best stuff) for work, a larger gallery page for people who just wanna scroll my stuffs, all my links, my commissions, memberships etc... And of course my blog.

It should be something like that :

But I also want the portefolio part, gallery part, commission, blog part etc... To all have a specific aesthetic (that I already have in mind) and not just be, like here, a random casual page with a header and that's it. I want to divide my website in two, basically. Pro place and personal space.
It takes A LOT of time because for the central page only I have to pull 3 arts (I'm not gonna pick something random from the covers and the cool arts, everything need to match, it's the central page and it has to show off my capacity to make that possible, to think arts and to be able to make a nice composition out of a page too). But I'm also actively (and mostly) working on commissions and on my own health, so it takes time. Once the aesthetic is done I'll have to transfer all my blog posts from here to there but also make a blog post for each of my art (not necessarly to talk about it but just to give the minimum : song related to it, where it's from, I don't think I'll do more than that for older arts, I'll talk longer about newer stuff) and I want to slightly rewrite some posts now that I'm more comfortable, my oldest ones are kinda unreadable to me now LOL so it's a lot of work. I really, really hope I can launch this place in July but I'm honestly not sure I can make it lol. I was planning to finish my current commission list and just close them for a month or two, until I'm done working on that but turns out I can't so I'll have to do with it and work more on my freetime (I don't mind that much because I truly love working on this website and that's all I have in mind atm, even during my freetime) but obviously it gonna take some times and I don't wanna add more to that so I'm puting a lil' pause to my blogging (I have a few posts in progress that I'll finish later).

I'll post the website here once it's online, of course. I won't delete anything I wrote either, I'll keep it up (at least for now) just in case, but I won't upload this place anymore if I manage to do what I want to do (there's also the possibility of the blog not being like I want it to be and keeping this place, that's why for now I'm not touching anything).

In the meantime you can read me on BlueSky (my account is public so you can read me without having to login in) where I post updates on my work (I post the "some very cool art", for exemple) and random thoughts and personal stuffs (so microblogging, basically).
If you wanna support me you can donate here also.

Until then, stay hydrated, take care of you, keep that flamme of passion in your heart and make sure it never dies, that's the only thing that can survive you and this world.

If you see posts from this blog disappearing, it means things are working out the way I wanted it to and I'm slowly moving these posts in their new places lol

See you~

Let's Talk : And now what? MCU Sam's future

Y'know, I went from being the only one who ever cared about Sam to suddenly having to deal with a bunch of annoying people crying about how "Marvel destroyed their boy" from losers who never even opened his wikipedia page. So today I want to talk about that, about why it's wrong and what's their real problem.
As much as I love MCU Sam he's far from perfect, even if they took the right decision and path. So today I wanted to talk about that, about what they did, why they did it and ultimatly how to make it insanely good.
Because whether you like him or not, this MCU Sam has the potential to go down as one of the greatest MCU villain given the proper care.
So today let's talk about Sam's future.

Let's Talk : MCU Sam, disability and ableism

Heh, I wasn't sure if I should put this one in Big Brain Time or Let's Talk given it's not really a theory but more of another very personal post.
But anyway. MCU Sam truly touched my heart. Not just because it's Tim Blake Nelson behind him, not just because it's Sam and not just because of all the Hell I've been through to see it.
There's something about him that is just... Familiar.
So today let's talk about that, let's talk about how MCU Sam reasonate in the heart of a disabled person and why.

Art Time : A cute MCU moment (aka how to draw a more cartoonish MCU Sam)

 

It started very simple. I asked on BlueSky what people would want to see, something angsty or something cute, whatever, I just wanted to draw MCU Sam.

The purpose was mostly to train to draw his bodyshape and face in my style, so a bit more "cartoonish", which is a pretty fucking hard exercice when your character is a live action character, especially when he is portrayed by the actor for who you developped a weird-ass daddy issue crush but anyway.
The point is, I'm trying to find a way to draw MCU Sam in my style while still having him kind of recognizable. I mean, he is recognizable, he has very specific features such as a very bright glowy neon green eye and a blind one, making him look like kind of odd-eyed, a brainish diformed head and neck and a very pale greenish skin so.

Art Time : Sun & Moon

 

I thought it would be nice to start sharing my arts on this blog as well (I'm working on a side blog to have a place with all my arts up because I don't trust social medias also).
Just to explain how I think something, how I did that, the difficulties I might have encountered etc etc...

So today let's talk about my latest stuff!

Big Brain Time : It's the little things.. (MCU Sam analyzis)

Well, as you saw I'm in a MCU Sam (Sterns) mood (I'm just happy to discover and think about a new Sam alright). So today I want to overanalyze every details about MCU Sam and talk about his story, the one that isn't told, the one they tried to bury even, that is still present.

We're gonna talk torture, abusive relationship, so if these topics are hard for you be cautious.

Big Brain Time : Captain America Brave New World "What Could Have Been"

Alright, we're entering another heavy Captain America Brave New World spoiler zone, I'm gonna spoil the end and shit so, again, read at your own risk!

I loved the movie, for a lot of personal reasons. It's far from perfect but it will stay one of my fav movie ever anyway.
But it's clear the movie changed a lot, from what we got in trailers, interviews, promotional leaked pictures and I thought it would be interesting to talk about "what could have been", how things changed, why maybe.
So let's go, it's big brain time!

Let's Talk Captain America's Sam Sterns

Aaaaaaah, here we are... After 17 years... Let's finally talk about our MCU Leader!

Disclaimer, I will spoil EVERYTHING, read at your own risk!